I am determined to find my way up. Up from the murky waters that I seem to wade in now. I've always been so certain and sure every move I've ever made. I've found out that some of the moves were wrong for me and I've had to detour, but I eventually would always come to a conclusion on things. Now I am finding it most difficult to simply define who I am and what I want to do with the rest of my life. I know I will eventually surface but right now it's hard to determine which direction that is.